無窮小到無窮小 Infinitesimal to Infinitesimal

大偉

(生命的本質是無限小，從無限小而來，體察無限大，往無限小而去，再歸無限小。可能是個無限循環，可能在任何時候停止，也可能從不存在。)

無窮小到無窮小 （20211212）

我經常想像   

在我出生之前

我會是死而渺小的

原子或電子嗎

甚至更小

是無窮小

出生後   我經常回憶

那時候   在隧道中

像精子一樣游泳

當我在望遠鏡裡

睜開眼睛

我看到了

一個光明的世界

無窮大

在陽光明媚的日子裡

我經常看到一個亮點

膨脹和變形

轉化為DNA基因

在我的視網膜後面

最近夜晚

半睡半醒時

在黑暗中

我清楚地看到小蜘蛛

和他們樹狀的網

在死亡中

我能看到自己

被侵蝕

和燒傷嗎

回到碎片

回到

無窮小

Infinitesimal to Infinitesimal (20210914)

(The origin of life is infinitesimal, coming from infinitesimal, observing infinite, going to infinitesimal, and returning to infinitesimal again. It may be an infinite loop, it may stop at any point or it may never exist.)

I often imagine  

before my birth

could I be as dead and small

as an atom or electron

or even smaller

being an infinitesimal

After birth

I often recalled

the time when I was

swimming like a sperm

in a tunnel

when I opened my eyes

into a telescope

I saw a bright world

of infinity large

In a bright day

I often saw a bright spot

expanding and deform

into a DNA gene

well behind my retina

Recently at night

during my half-sleep

in the darkness

I saw clearly little spiders

and their tree-like nets

In death

could I see myself

corroded and burnt

back into pieces of

infinitesimal small